WOW!!!

FEB 15th, 2010
Been thinking about my period....it should be coming anytime now.....I better check on the calendar when it's supposed to come.....WHAT??????????? It was supposed to come 10 DAYS ago???? NO WAY!!!!!! 
Did not have any tests at home. Had to wait until after work. So when I got off work, went to WM to get a few things and a test. Hubby said "I'll put stuff away, you go take a shower" ...3 minutes into my shower.... Hubby: "Is this for somebody at work?" Me: shook my head no....Hubby: stopped smiling. 
So after the shower I peed in a cup and put the stick in it. Positive. Hubby: "Let's wait 3 minutes" Me: "I'm pretty sure once it's positive it won't change in 3 minutes". Crying. Sobs. How could we have let this happen? I feel irresponsible. We have no insurance and don't qualify for assistance. Shock. What now? 
Well, let's figure out how far along I am. 6 weeks. Shock. Wow. Unbelievable. Shock. Shock. Shock. 
Posted on FB "be very careful what you pray for. God might just answer you in a way you never dreamed!"  A friend says "Are you pregnant?" Delete comment. Private e-mail "Yes" Another friends sends a private e-mail "what did you pray for? are you pregnant?" Wow! My friends are good! 


FEB 16th,2010
Can't stop crying. Still in such shock. Feeling bad I feel this way. Trying to absorb all this. Right now really don't feel like I can do this. But God must have another plans for us. Obviously. Wow. Shock. Tears. What is God thinking? Why? Can't wrap my mind around this yet.